dia yang dulu VS dia yang sekarang

"When i cry"
- DULU: Dia pasti hapus air mata aku & bilang jangan nangis lagi.
- SEKARANG: he's always mad when i cry
Padahal seandainya dia tau, klo aku mulai menangis, berarti banyak yang tersimpan dalam hati aku, pengen diluapin tapi ga tau cara untuk mengeluarkan semua uneq2 itu seperti apa.. karena udah ga sanggup untuk berbicara, makanya aku menangis.

"Anter Jemput"
- DULU: Setiap harinya, saat aku mau pergi ke kantor, mau pulang dari kantor..
- SEKARANG: hanya bsa jemput.. itupun klo dia sempet.
kadang sekarang klo pergi ke kantor sendiri suka kangen, karena aku udah terbiasa di anter sama dia..

"SORRY"
- DULU: Setiap dy ga kasih kabar ke aku pasti dy lgsg bbm aku untuk say "Sorry"
- SEKARANG: dy pasti minta maaf tapi klo inget dan klo lagi ada waktu untuk say "Sorry"
 
"I love you"
- DULU: dulu kata2 ini adalah kata2 yang paling dy ga mau sebut soalnya dia pernah bilang sama aku klo doa ga akan ucapin kata-kata ini takut ga bsa mempertanggungjawabkannya. dy lebih suka bilang "I Miss u"
- SEKARANG: beberapa waktu yang lalu.. hampir setiap hari.. setiap dy anterin aku pulang dari kegiatan  di gereja, dia pasti suka blg, "hari ini aku blm bilang i love you yaa ke kamu, i love u sayang".
dan sekarang2 ini, ke-2 kata2 ini, "i love you & i miss u" udah jarang aku denger. really missing to hear that words.. :(

Soo Sweettt

in my memory

18 Juni 2012
2 Juli 2012
14 Juli 2012
17 Juli 2012
27 Juli 2012
30 Juli 2012
4 Agustus 2012
24 Agustus 2012 
31 Agustus 2012 
5 September 2012 
12 September 2012
14 September 2012 
19 September 2012 
2 Oktober 2012

9monthsary

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

- Elizabeth Barrett Browning

 

Ours – Taylor Swift

Ours – Taylor Swift Lyrics & Listen


Elevator buttons and morning air
Strangers’ silence makes me want to take the stairs
If you were here we’d laugh about their vacant stares
But right now my time is theirs
Seems like there’s always someone who disapproves
They’ll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jury’s out, my choice is you
So don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water’s rough
But this love is ours
You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But I don’t care ’cause right now you’re mine
And you’ll say
Don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water’s rough
But this love is ours
And it’s not theirs to speculate
If it’s wrong and
Your hands are tough
But they are where mine belong and
I’ll fight their doubt and give you faith
With this song for you
‘Cause I love the gap between your teeth
And I love the riddles that you speak
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored
‘Cause my heart is yours
So don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
Don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they can’t take what’s ours
They can’t take what’s ours
The stakes are high, the water’s rough
But this love is ours

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